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EXCLUSIVE - Dustin Poirier: I Lost Control! And I’ll Never Let It Happen Again

Diary of a CEO · 1h 33m · 3 Egleze moments
EXCLUSIVE - Dustin Poirier: I Lost Control! And I’ll Never Let It Happen Again
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Retired UFC champion Dustin Poirier sits down with Steven Bartlett for his most revealing interview yet, breaking his silence on the Father's Day airport arrest that went viral and the deeply personal struggles behind it. For the first time publicly, Poirier connects the incident to his father's current homelessness due to lifelong alcoholism, revealing he was overwhelmed with emotion and depression when he began drinking at the Atlanta airport. The 37-year-old fighter, who retired last July after a two-decade career, disclosed he has returned to therapy and committed to complete sobriety, acknowledging he has always had an all-or-nothing relationship with alcohol dating back to age 12. Poirier made startling admissions about his mental health, revealing brain scans show scarring and structural damage that neurologists believe may be causing communication issues between brain hemispheres, potentially explaining his increasingly impulsive decisions. He confessed fighting served as his primary therapy and outlet for 20 years, and retirement has left a void nothing else can fill, leading to depression and dangerous behavior. The interview reveals the UFC offers zero mental health or transition support for retiring fighters. Poirier admitted he has already lost at least one major sponsor and his year-long CBS broadcasting contract may be in jeopardy. He opened up about his difficult childhood with a violent, alcoholic father, getting expelled from school, starting to drink at age 12, and landing in juvenile detention at 14. His father is currently living homeless in a truck at age 74, which Poirier and his sister are trying to address while his other siblings have cut contact. Despite online speculation, Poirier refused to watch video of his arrest and has deleted all social media, though he expressed gratitude when told public sentiment has been largely sympathetic. He discussed the stark reality of CTE concerns, noting 61% of UFC fighters worry about long-term brain damage. The episode captures Poirier's emotional reflection on his July 2024 retirement in New Orleans, where he famously laid his gloves down, and his ongoing struggle to find new purpose and dreams to chase.

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Poirier vows to quit alcohol completely after realizing he inherited father's addiction pattern

Poirier admitted he began drinking at ages 12-13 and has an all-or-nothing relationship with alcohol, often drinking until the bottle is gone. After seeing his 74-year-old father living homeless in a truck due to alcoholism, and following his own arrest, Poirier committed to permanent sobriety. He acknowledged alcohol has never benefited him and that he cannot drink in moderation.

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Poirier started drinking at 12 expelled from school and arrested at 14

Poirier revealed his troubled youth included starting alcohol at age 12-13, repeated fighting leading to expulsion, and landing in juvenile detention at 14 for probation violations. He grew up with a violent, alcoholic father and said he had no goals or direction. Fighting eventually became the outlet that redirected his destructive path.

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