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Payne says he considered suicide during a recent divorce and sought help

By Egleze Editorial Desk · Published August 22, 2026 · Shawn Ryan Show · Scott Payne - FBI Undercover Agent Reveals the Most Disturbing Cases of His Career | SRS #331
Payne says he considered suicide during a recent divorce and sought help
Shawn Ryan Show
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Scott Payne - FBI Undercover Agent Reveals the Most Disturbing Cases of His Career | SRS #331

What was said

"I felt like a failure. I didn't want to be here anymore. I'm not saying that to get sympathy."

Payne says that during a recent divorce he experienced a period of suicidal ideation and describes relying on pastors and friends, including staying with him overnight, while he sought support. He links the disclosure to his broader warning about suicide, substance misuse, and divorce among first responders and military personnel.

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Scott Payne - FBI Undercover Agent Reveals the Most Disturbing Cases of His Career | SRS #331
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