Peterson Reveals Violent Impulses He Experienced While Studying Totalitarian Evil
"When I was sitting in class, I would sometimes get the impulse to stick the person in front of me with a pen. And I'd never done anything violent in my life. It was kind of an obsessive thought. And I had no idea what to make of that thought at all. And it was unsettling."
About this episode
Jordan Peterson delivers the third lecture from his recent tour, analyzing the biblical story of Abraham as a template for living a meaningful life oriented toward adventure rather than security. Peterson frames the lecture through his early obsession with understanding evil, particularly Nazi and Soviet atrocities, which he studied beginning at age 13. He reveals that this research led him to disturbing personal realizations, including intrusive violent thoughts that only ceased when he acknowledged his own capacity for evil. Peterson controversially argues that COVID-19 compliance demonstrated most people would not have resisted totalitarianism, contrary to their self-perception. He redefines totalitarian states not as top-down oppression but as societies where universal lying has taken hold. The core of the lecture interprets Abraham's departure from his father's house at age 75 as a rejection of infantile security in favor of responding to divine calling toward adventure. Peterson argues this represents the fundamental human choice between comfortable stagnation and meaningful sacrifice. He attacks progressive political utopias, citing Dostoyevsky's claim that humans would sabotage perfect material comfort to create meaning. Peterson defines God functionally as the voice of adventure and conscience that calls individuals forward, arguing that heeding this call with proper sacrifice leads to both personal greatness and universal benefit. He emphasizes that belief is demonstrated through action rather than intellectual assent, and that progress requires sacrificing one's inadequate former self. The lecture builds to the assertion that voluntary acceptance of life's catastrophe, symbolized by carrying one's cross, transforms suffering into adventure.
Key takeaways
- Peterson claims COVID pandemic compliance proved most people would not have resisted Nazi atrocities, contradicting their self-image as potential heroes like Oskar Schindler.
- Peterson defines totalitarian states as existing when every person lies comprehensively to themselves and others, rather than as top-down political oppression by elites.
- Peterson reveals he experienced intrusive violent thoughts while studying totalitarianism, which ceased only when he accepted his own capacity for the evil he was researching.
- Peterson argues political utopias offering complete material security would drive humans to destructive acts out of boredom, citing Dostoyevsky's critique that such existence isn't what humans should want.
- Peterson attacks the United Church of Canada, claiming its leader is an atheist and the denomination worships pride, calling this among the worst possible theological perversions.
- Peterson interprets the Abraham story as representing the choice between infantile security and responding to the divine call of adventure through sacrificial commitment.
- Peterson defines God functionally as the interplay between calling and conscience that pulls individuals forward, arguing this calling chooses people rather than being chosen by them.