Harry Jowsey: My Wedding & Divorce

Alex Cooper interviews reality TV personality Harry Jowsey about Netflix’s Let’s Marry Harry and the period around filming, focusing on relationship decisions, production pressures, and grief after his father’s death. Jowsey says he prepared unusually seriously for the series, including reading relationship books and increasing therapy to twice-weekly sessions. He describes early filming anxiety, including blacking out from nerves on day one and later experiencing a panic attack when forced to choose between the final two women.

A central segment revisits an on-show controversy: Jowsey says he and contestant Amber had sex in a camera-free area while running a shower to mask noise, and that he then denied it to other contestants after Amber asked him not to disclose the encounter. Cooper argues that, in a competitive dating format, withholding or lying about intimacy can undermine informed consent among participants, while acknowledging the pull to keep something private.

Jowsey gives a detailed account of returning to New Zealand during filming about a year after his father died, describing uncontrollable crying on landing, intrusive memories while travelling familiar streets, and needing time alone to grieve. He also recounts asking his father for “signs” and interpreting repeated bee imagery — including a bee sticker on a urinal — as reassurance. He says post-production secrecy around his marriage proved difficult after photographs of him and Amber were leaked online, triggering calls from Netflix.

• Jowsey says he increased therapy to twice a week ahead of filming and was warned he would need extra support.
• He describes severe anxiety during production, including blacking out early on and having a panic attack when making the final decision.
• He says he and Amber had sex in a no-camera location, used a running shower to mask sound, and then denied it to others after she asked for secrecy.
• Jowsey recounts acute grief on returning to New Zealand after his father’s death, including uncontrollable crying and needing time alone to process it.
• He says he interpreted repeated bee imagery — including a bee sticker spotted after asking for a sign — as messages from his late father.
• He alleges spoiler-control problems after photos of him and Amber leaked online, leading to Netflix contacting him.